..okay. I just wanna say I'm sorry.
I set all my videos on unlisted for now, but you can find them in a Playlist.
I'll re-upload a few of my Edits again, especially the ones I made as birthday presents and stuff.
Now to some more serious stuff, on what's going on:
I did say I'd quit editing and I semi did? I mean sometimes I edit, like this thing and sometimes I still participate in MEPs but that's just a rare thing actually.
The thing is I'm not in a good mental state, seriously. I did distant myself, because..it was actually just on a whimp that I quit, because I was irrational. I felt just jealous and left out. I'm still comparing my edits to others and this is honestly just such a stupid thing to do? Like I'd basically tell any other person that they have their own pace with stuff and that they'll get better etc. but I can't seem to realize that for myself.
..I'm also someone who is just stupid and let myself get used by others, which is true. ..the more stupid thing is actually venting again in this description, so I'll stop.
I apologize for everything, like seriously. I know the damage I've done isn't okay with just an apology but I just kinda have a need to do it. I'm sorry for being distant, for not keeping contact with others and for thinking you don't care. I'm honestly sorry. ..I'll probs change this later anyways, so bye
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Can someone spot all the animations I did? lol
Footage: Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun
Song: Sleeping at Last - Every little thing she does is magic
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